Ok, so my sorta kinda stupid internet at home broke, the internet in my room won't let me post entries as well as check my mail and log onto messenger so my only option is the uni library. Woot. I finished class early today, 40 minutes early. pretty good ay? And it was Risk Management! Awesome waste of time if you have nothing to do with your time. Yeah, my schedule this semester is prrreeeeetty boring.
Mon: Risk Management 10am-12pm
Tues: Environmental Physics 10am-11am
Flight Safety Management 12pm-4pm
Wed: Environmental Physics 10am-11am
Airline Economics 1pm-3pm and 4pm-6pm
Thurs: Physics Lab 9am-11am
Risk Management 11am-1pm
Fri: Environmental Physics 10am-11am
Yeah, i've only got 4 subjects, but they're HECKA boring. Grrr. Ok, so Flight Safetly management isn't bad. Sorta fun actually. It's all about Aircrash investigations and shit. Yay! Good stuff on how to prevent them too.

I'm pretty tired ay. Ugh. Got up at 4:30am and spent 2.5 hours on a stupid train to be in a shit class for 1.33 hours that I didn't even listen to. I sooooooooooooo could have gotten off at Cardiff and got Shaun to pick me up. Hah! Or just show up at his work. Yeaaaaah. (Nothing about planning to get off at Cardiff next time and showing up at Shaun's work at 5:30 in the morning. *suspicious eyes*) Hahaha. I make myself laugh. Shaun's boss finally knows about me now!! About frickin' time. He didn't even find out from Shaun! *siiigh* Boys these days.

So yeah, i'm still not finished reading HP. I know, i'm slow. I haven't gotten enough time to actually sit down and read it. I spent all of this morning's train ride reading and 1.5 hours before class also reading. Yeah, that's a good chunk already read. I'm on page 400 something something. Not sure. But yeah, it's awesome so far.

Hmmmmmmm, what else has been happening? NOT MUCH. Been going back home every weekend. :) That's always a blast. OH! I came back Thursday this last week and surprised Shaun at his training session. Hehehehe. I didn't tell him I was coming home. So yeah. We spent that evening together. *siiigh* and then spent Friday evening together and Saturday and Sunday. Wow. Love it Love it. It was 7 months for us this last Saturday. Makes me soooo happy! *mwah*

My mummy made stir fry yesterday. 2 kinds!! Beef stir fry and sweet and sour chicken. My mouth is watering and my stomach aching just at the thought of it. But no need to worry! I have left overs in my bag. Yay! My mummy packed me stir fry.

Hmmmm, so Saturday night was weird. Shaun and Sco and Megan and myself went to KSH to dance and hangout and shit. I was drinking water aaaaall night and I was feeling fine! However, trust me to always get sick anywhere. Food that I ate earlier that day (might have been chicken) was probably the cause of my sudden sickness. Pretty much exactly 10 hours later. How creepy! Yeah, I was fine 1 minute, light-headed, dizzy, and puking the next. Ugh. Very ugh.

Anyways, sorry for not updating earlier. Like I said, crappy internet.

:) I'm so very happy right now. Seriously. Wow. *sigh*

( Mostly for me )

So yeah, I went Thursday night shopping with Shaun to Charlie's to buy jumpers and look at shoes. We only looked and bought jumpers. For him. Haha. They're very pretty and look very warm. I still don't have nice shoes. We went again today to Kotara to look at shoes and bras, we only browsed the bras (they were all designer and heaps expensive!) and bought Boost juices. Mmmm, Mango Tango crush is sooooooo good! Pretty much the 25th wonder of the world, according to me.

Friday night was alright. Shaun helped fix my lappy cause it was being dodgy again. (Thanks babe!) Then we went to hang out at Wests and then went to Maccas. Mmm. I had a few drinks last night. A Double black and a screwdriver. Boy was I loopy. *disgruntled moan* Doesn't take much these days. I'm losing my tolorence to alcohol. Not good! I used to drink heaps and not get sick. I was feeling sick after my first drink. Grrr. Oh well. I guess too much can't be good.

I'm watching music videos with my sister. God! She has bad taste sometimes. I can't believe i'm watching a Fall Out Boy music video with her. Holy crap. God, they're so emo. And I found out who these mystery guys in her folder were. Patrick Stump and Pete Wentz or something like that. Yeah, they're heaps ugly.

So yeah, my parents didn't let me go out or anything tonite. Arrg. Yeah, I went to grab dinner and my dad's like..."Books, Evelyn." "I'm studying now." "You're not going out tonight." "Yes, I know." "Spendid." Hahaha. So yeah. God I wanted to see Shaun tonight. But I get to see him tomorrow. So yay! I'm so excited. But i'm currently studying physics. Well, im currently writing this, but i'm studying magnetic forces, magnetic fields and electromagnetism. Ugh! I'm stuck on this satan on a question where I don't know where they got the value of μ initial. Grrr, it's frusterating. Seriously, just this 4π x 10^-7. It's time to consult the wikipedia gods. I'll be back in 3 minutes. (Jeopardy theme song). Aha! It is the magnetic constant or the permeability of a vacuume. Omgosh, you have no idea how much that's been bothering me. It's like "Fuck, how am I supposed to pass this damn test if the answers are getting values out of thin air." Meh. I'm good now. Hmm, I like to express semi-anger on here. I also like to write alot. I'm also really thirsty right now.

OH!! And if you're reading this babe, I looked up massage techniques. Meh, didn't help much, but it's still a learning experience. :D

Well shit, NSW lost the Origin. Arrg. It was a low scoring game though. 10-6. BUT, that second QLD try seriously had a forward pass in there. Even the commentators said it was without a doubt forward. So in my opinion, that shouldn't have been a try, cause yeah, they pass was forward, the one that lead to the try. Meh. Oh well, there's still one more Origin game in a few weeks. Even though we've lost overall, hopefully we can win at least 1. So yeah, watching it at the bar was pretty good. Lots of people from Lambton, people that I haven't seen in ages, hmmm, Emily and a mystery guy, and of course my Shaun, Jeff and Kate.

The football finished, Jeff and Kate went to Coles to buy Snickers cookies and bleach (random?) and Shaun and I went Kebabing. Mmmm. Village Kebab is soooo good! Frickin' heavy when it's all wrapped up. I had to go to the bank first, so we walked down Beaumont street, looking for the closest bank, which ended up being Westpac...good for me. :) All on the way, Shaun was 'dribbling shit' and he told me not to write about him 'dribbling shit', so I won't. Haha, then spooned on the way back, whilst walking down Beaumont street. Everyone driving by didn't even look at us. As if it were completely normal. LMAO. So we got our Kebabs and we ate in my car. Foil went everywhere, tomatos being tossed out the door, hehehe. Yeah, really good kebabs. I drove him home, gave him another massage and we said our goodbyes. We might be going shopping tonite, if he doesn't have training. That would be nice. :)

Today's been pretty boring. Got up, took a shower, got online and downloaded a bunch of physics study notes. Watching Super Saturday on Fox Sports. Yeah, 3 games of football. I'm on my 3rd. Haha. I have no life. I'm gonna go straighten my hair soon. Yeah, I think I might do that. God it looks gross. I need a trim or something. Uber split ends. And it's so quiet in the house. My sister's gone!! My mummy's making stir-fry for dinner. I'm excited!

Hmmm, so I really should be studying right now instead of talking to Shaun, updating journal, playing solitaire, burning a cd, watching Jay Leno and listening to music. But OH WELL. I still have a few hours before I go out and watch the Origin tonite with people! Yay! I'm excited. It's the Blues' time to win gosh darn it! Jarrod Mullen isn't playing though. That's a shame. Hopefully he's in the next one. It's awesome to see such a young player like him playing in such a major game. But Brett Kimorley should do well! I was expecting him to get halfback in the first place. Meh, either way, it should be good. Yeah, i'm eating Sakata's now.

Hmmm, yesterday was pretty good. Not the day part where I had to do teacher evaluations and such. I was looking forward all day for that night when Shaun finished work and training. LUCKILY, training wasn't on..or he didn't go or something, so I went to his house a bit early and spent forever and a day (as always) deciding what we were gonna do. Go see a movie or borrow a movie. So we went and saw the new Shrek movie at 9:30pm. Yay! It was pretty funny. Lots of adult humour. Haha. We also bought a large popcorn and frozen raspberry. Mmmm. It's been so long since I had movie popcorn. Sooo good. Anydangways, we drove back to his house and sat around for another hour-ish. I gave him a massage and a back scratch! (And yeah, it's your turn now, BABE). We said our goodbyes and I drove home and slept and he walked home and slept too. I can't wait to see him tonite! Hehe. God! It's frickin' freezing! I just got biggest chill through my whole body. And my bra is poking me in the ribs. OUCH.

My grandparents came over this morning while I was still in bed. Grrr. My grandma being loud as she usually is woke me up. Got up, got dressed, stumbled to the bathroom and came out radiant as always. Bahahaha! Oh god. Ignore that. I just finished burning a Def Leppard cd!! That's so exciting! I can't wait to play it in the car. Isn't Armageddon It the best song ever?! No, not really, but it's awesome. Gosh, i'm watching Conan O'Brian right now too. Far out he's funny. Anyways, i'm gonna go now and actually attempt to study something. Yeah? Yeah, ok.

I love staying up late, I love sleeping in, I like talking to old friends in America, I like having the house to myself, Bowling is the world's best sport, Elvis was pretty much the closest thing on earth to a God, I'm over being sick already, I know I only posted a new entry not long ago but I still count it as the next day cause I slept in between, Satsumas are awesome, I love my yellow scarf, I love my blue fuzzy slippers, I love it that major news (the Pasha Bulker) is right in our backyard and even people in America know about it, I'm uploading photos of the big ship as I type this...multiskilled I know. Ok, i'm gonna post the photos on here, yeah?













Anyways, I love being with my Shaun, I love thinking about my Shaun, I love talking to my Shaun...I LOVE my Shaun. :D

Ok, so it has come to my attention that I have not updated this piece of crap in a while. Ok, so it's not a piece of crap, but i've just been avoiding it I guess. Ok, well, not avoiding it on purpose, just cause I have relatively NO time these days. And minimal internet at that. Hehe.

Aaaanyways. So what's new? I've just finished my first 14 weeks of university. I'm currently on 'Stuvac'...or just a little break to study for end of year exams. I have 4. Fundamentals of Aviation, Physics, Mathematics for Life Sciences and Basic Mechanics. I think i'll do the best on Fundamentals and Mechanics. Hopefully anyways. As always, i'll get raped on physics and possibly do ok on maths. But i'm gonna study hardcore. :D Ugh. I hate studying. Anyways, so after my exams, we have 3 weeks of holidays, but alas, flying students get to go to Bankstown Airport for 3 weeks of full time aeronautical theory! So the uni pretty much sent out letters a few weeks ago saying...'Good job so far blah blah blah, by the way you have no holidays.' Grrrr. I'm sooooooooooo disappointed. We're not even flying! We're at the airport and we don't even get to fly. Arrgh! But that's ok. I'll be at the airport! I heart aircraft noise after all. So after 'holidays', I have another 1/2 semester at the uni campus, then approximately a year of flight training. I'm sooooo excited it's not even funny. Omgosh. Wow. I get my PPL at the end of this year. I can fly people around! Eek!!! Gosh, that's gotta be one of the best feelings in the world. Being in complete control of an aircraft. Wow. Did I mention it's wow? Holy crap. Ok, i'm done.

So anydangways, onto more front-page matters. Shaun and I stronger than ever, going onto 6 months this...28th. Hahaha. Wow. Seriously, half a year already? I'm sorry, but that's crazy. Half a frickin' year. That's almost like a whole year, which is like 2 years, which is like...a really long time. I'm just so unbelievably happy at where I am right now. I could not be happier with my life (except if I lived in Newcastle full time. Yeaaaah). Shaun is absolutely perfect. All that I need and more. We have the most special relationship i've ever seen/known/heard of. Far out. It's just mind boggling. Ok, now i'm ranting, but he's the most precious thing I have. I'm never letting him go. He is my world.

Hmmm, so bowling ay? Yeah, i've started up bowling again after about a 2 month break. A brutal 2 month break. Ugh! Yeah, Sunday evening Hangover league at Mayfield. It's pretty cool. Mixed doubles, 3 games, 80% of 200 handicap. Jeff and I (doubles partner) came in during the...12th week I think? And after 3 weeks, already we've racked up lots of points, putting us NOT in last place, since we have to start from zero points, while all the other teams have been bowling for points for 12 weeks already. That's awesome. I swear we can catch up. That's our goal. Top 3 yeah? Teehee. What's even better, Kate and Shaun come along too! They come to spectate, and that makes me happy. Shaun wants to come watch me bowl! He wants to come watch me do the thing that I have so much passion for. I mean...wow. He's so awesome. :D

Hmmm, I really should be sleeping right now ay. I came home aproximately 12:30am...which was about 4.5 hours ago. But i'm not tired. Why am I still up!? Far out. Me. Up. Girl-who-sleeps too-much. Yeah, I spent 12+ continuous hours with Shaun today. (technically yesterday). Yeah, woke up early, got ready, drove over his place, chilled in his room for an extended period of time whilst people were outside cutting down large gum trees with chainsaws, had tea, drove to my house, acquired my dad's camera and some cake, drove out to the beach to see the huge coal ship that got beached on our local beach (hahahaha...lots of beaches) and took photos of it. It ran around this last Friday during the huge storms. It's absolutely gorgeous at nighttime too. Wow. Anyways, yeah. So after pictures and stuff, we went to Marketown to buy miscellaneous crap. Hehehe, that's always fun. Watching Shaun buy copious amounts of junk food makes me happy. Then we went for a Maccas run. Shaun bought a large chips and a frozen coke, I got a latte. Ooooh, maybe that's why i'm awake. Haha, connect the dots Evelyn. Durrr. I am retarded after all. ha. So yeah, we said our goodbyes for the night, he went to sleep and I came home and sat in my bed and wrote in my journal. Wooooot.

I'm starting to get tired. The sun is rising. My dad is almost getting up for work. My ear is really itchy. I'm still sick. Ugh. K. Sleepy time.

Today Did You--
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1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
No actually.
2. Learn anything new?
Sure.
3. Talk to an ex?
Nope.
4. Miss someone?
Terribly.

-Last Person Who-

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5. Layed in your bed?
Meee.
6. Made u cry?
I actually cried yesterday after my last day at work. :(
7. You went to the movies with?
Shaun, the rest of the crew.
8. Went to the mall with you?
Ummmm, can't remember.
9. You showered with?
Myself. Gosh.
10. Who Made you laugh?
Probably uni friends. :)
11. Said they loved you?
Probably Kiran!

General stuff--

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16. Favorite location?
Anywhere with Shaun.
17. Tattoos?
Hopefully soon.
18. What are you most scared of this second?
Living on my own.
19. Where do you want to get married?
Anywhere pretty.
20. Who do you like?
Shaun Readett.
21. Does anyone like you?
Yes. :)
22. Do you like being around people?
Heck yes!
23. Have you ever cried?
Yesterday was my day to cry.
24. Are you lonely right now?
Yes.
25. Song stuck in your head right now?
Voulez Vous - ABBA
26. Been on radio/TV?
Yes.
28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Sorta yeah.
30. What color shirt are you wearing right now?
Not wearing a shirt. :-P
31. Name three things that you do every day?
Sleep, eat, talk.
32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
like...$5.
34. Are you wearing socks?
Heck no. It's frickin' summer.
35. Who got you to join Myspace?
Jacobi.
36. What was the last law you broke?
Probably downloading music and such. Meh.
37. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?
Oh gosh yes.
38. What web site do you visit the most?
Recently my university website.
39. Do you have plants in your room?
Nope.
40. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
Back, neck, chestal region I guess.
41. Who was the last person to hug you?
Raj.
42. Who was the last person to kiss you?
Shaun.
43. What did you get for Valentine day?
Awww, a gorgeous teddy bear called Boris and a homemade card with the sweetest words ever!
44. When is your birthday?
X-mas Eve.
45. Is there anybody you like on Myspace, and who?
Gosh, of course. Chris Cheney is pretty much my future husband. Hahaha. Kidding. But Yes.
001. real name → Evelyn Potoczy
002. nickname → Ev, Evvy, Evo, Polly, Tevvyvision, Babe, Evilyn, Devilyn, Foreverlyn.
003. single or taken → Very taken.
004. zodiac sign → Capricorn.
005. male or female → Female.
006. elementary- Elermore Vale/Columbia.
007. middle school → Harbour Pointe.
008. high → Kamiak.
009. eye color → Blueish greyish.
010. hair color → Brown...but currently 'Lively Auburn'.
011. long or short hair → Longish.
012. shoe size → 9-10.
013. asthma? → Nah.
014. are you health freak → Not a freak, but I know what's healthy and try to eat that.
015. height → 5'8"
017. do you like yourself → I guess.
018. piercings → 12.
019. tattoos → None yet.
020. righty or lefty → Righty.

FIRSTS:

022. first surgery → Haven't had any.
023. first piercing → Ears.
024. first best friend → Christie.
025. first award → I don't remember.
026. first tooth lost → One of my front ones?
027. first pet → Sunny the canary!
028. first vacation → Poland?
029. first concert → Hahaha...Hanson. I was only 11, ok?
030. first crush → Oooh, probably Josh or Grant in Kindy.

CURRENTLY :

049. eating → Nothing.
050. drinking → Nothing.
052. i'm about to → Sleep.
053. listening to → ABBA.
055. waiting for → Tomoz!
057. wearing → My pj's.

YOUR FUTURE :

058. want kids → I guess so.
059. want to get married → Doesn't every girl?
060. careers in mind → Pilot.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:

068. lips or eyes → I like the eyes.
069. hugs or kisses → I like both.
070. shorter or taller → Taller.
072. romantic or spontaneous → BOTH.
073. stomach or arms → I'm liking the stomach.
074. sensitive or loud → Both.
075. hook-up or relationship → Relationship!

HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger → Yes.
080. lost glasses/contacts → Nope.
081. ran away from home → To the garage.
082. broken any bones → Yeah.
084. broken someone's heart → I hope not.
085. been arrested → Nah.
086. turned someone down → Yeah.
087. cried when someone died → Um no.
088. liked a friend → Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. yourself → Most times.
090. miracles – Yes.
091. love at first sight → Nah.
092. heaven → Yes.
093. santa claus → No.
094. fairies → No.
095. kissing on the first date → Not my thing.
096. angels → Angels are cool.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now:
Absolutely.
098. Is Superman really better than Batman:
Nah.
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time:
Heck no.
100. Do you believe in God:
I guess so.

So my ultrasound appointment is tomorrow. Oh god. How nervous can I get? Honestly, I never bite my nails...now my nails look like crap. I can't sleep. UGH! I don't want cancer. I don't want cancer. I don't want cancer. Wish me luck!

I have a lump on my boob. It hurts. I hope it's not cancer. I'm getting it checked out tomorrow, and i'm scared.